Saturday 18 August 2012


Hey jellybeans - I'm feeling a bit deflated.  Have had a crappy few days on the eating front.  I ate a lot of homemade cookies.  They were meant to be for Ben but I scoffed them, despite them giving me heartburn.  I just couldn't resist the craving, knowing they were in the kitchen.  I should've just thrown them away.  But I didn't, I used myself as a human dustbin instead.  And when I eat crap, I stop tracking and use it as an excuse to overeat at all other meals.  I had cheesecake for fuck's sake!


I'm putting a stop to that now.  The cookies are all gone, I've weighed out and tracked my breakfast so far, I'm going to go to the gym later (4th time this week - very happy about that!) and I've planned out my food for the rest of the day.  So I probably won't be seeing onederland this week, I might even see a gain.  But I'm not going to let that be an excuse to give up.  I'm going forwards because I am not done.  Not yet. x


  1. You go girl!

    No more cookies this week, though. ;)

  2. wow 4x times to the gym this week! awesome! cookies are hard to resist I know, but they are gone, and now you can move forward and get to onederland soon :o)

  3. thats a reality check...can't have certain foods in the much temptation....I am that way with oreos....can't have them in the house I won't make good choices!

  4. Yes I agree, some foods go down way to easy and are too yummy to keep around.

  5. That is exactly why I can't have it in the house. Drink lots of water and keep moving forward.